For the last few months I have been hearing about all this bullshit in regards to one of the “Models” from Florida Honnies and yesterday it all came to me while I was sitting down having lunch. There’s one girl that I see all the time and she always has some fake ass smile on when I see her, I have known all along that she talks shit and I hear it from people all the time. Thats fine and dandy you don’t have to like me because honestly if you don’t know me I can give two shits if you like me or not, Im more concerned with if I like you or not.
When it comes to this particular person they were always pretty decent to deal with, a drama queen but pretty easy to deal with. It comes to find out the stupiud ass decides she has a problem with me because she wishes she hadn’t done FH because her new BF doesn’t like it. Bottom line she regrets HER OWN DECISION, not sure why she’s so fucking confused and has issues with me. I mean think about it in life you are in positions to make decisions all the time, some of those decisions are great and others aren’t always so great, regardless thats part of being an adult. Yes an ADULT, you see kids have adults make decisions for them because they are kids and honestly kids dont make great decisions on their own. When your 18 or older your considered an ADULT in this country all though turning 18 hardly makes anyone even close to an adult, shit Im old as hell and I borderline on adult 
The thing that pisses me off about this entire situation and how this particular person chooses to act when they see me isn’t the fact I really give a shit that she has an issue with me it’s more the fact that she was an adult, made an adult decision… Thats that, don’t be like a Thirteen year old and blame everyone else for decisions you made in your life that you now regret because you new fling doesn’t dig it. It honestly seems like the one with the problem is you, maybe you should still have adults making decisions for you if you can’t handle the decisions you have made on your own. I will also add that this particular FH girl did numerous photo opps and was more than happy to do it when she was getting paid and spending the money on whatever, there was no regrets than just happy check cashing smiles.
I think in the end the fact is that it’s time for you to grow up, it’s ok.. really being an adult isn’t so bad you get to do all kinds of adult things, but you certainly shouldn’t live life with regrets take it as an experience learned, you gave something a shot, you were happy while you were doing it and later on you regret it. Look at it like a one night stand, it seemed great, you had fun doing it but maybe later the next day you regret doing the pokey shuffle… Thats life, move on. Stop being a baby and holding a grudge and talking shit about people that really don’t give a flying fuck and instead of spending all your time trying to justify what you might feel to be a shitty decision that you might have made maybe you should spend that time in the mirror, get to know yourself, smile have a good time and look back at your decisions you might regret as learning experiences. Im sure your a good person you seemed like it back when you were smiling, laughing, Cashing checks and just about begging to do FH, I can see right through the reasons and excuses and whatever else and I know the real deal as do the people around you.. We get it now you just need to.
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THIS IS THE BULLSHIT THAT PISSES ME OFF…WHEN THE CHECCS ARE BEING CASHED ITS NEVER A PROBLEM…TO THE MODEL WHOMEVER YOU MAY BE, PEEP THIS; HAVE YOU EVER STOPPED TO THINK THAT MAYBE YOUR “BOYFRIEND” IS THE PROBLEM?? GUYS WITH LOW SELF ESTEEM OFTEN TIMES TAKE THEIR SIGNIFICANT OTHERS THRU BS BECAUSE THEY ARE AFRAID THAT SOMEONE ELSE WILL STEAL YOU AWAY….YOU ARE A WOMAN(SUPPOSEDLY), SO A MAN SHOULD NEVER STOP YOUR PAPER….THIS SHIT SADDENS ME BECAUSE WOMEN THAT ARE AFRAID OR TOO PRUDISH TO DO THE SHIT ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY….AS A MUSICIAN FOR THE PROJECT I HAVE HAD THE HONOR AND PRIVILEDGE TO MEET ALMOST ALL OF YOU SOME I DONT AND DIDNT CARE FOR TOO MUCH BUT YOU AS WELL AS THE REST OF US KNOW THAT THERE ARE NO INAPPROPRIATENESS GOING ON WITH FH…..GROW UP HONEY CUZ TRUTH BE TOLD THE TERM “MODEL” IS SO LOOSELY USED RIGHT NOW ITS UNREAL….UNIQUE OPPORTUNITY? YES, BS? HELLNAW….WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WHAT YOU DID AND WHAT THE GIRLS FOR VICTORIAS SECRET DO? NOT A DAMN THING SO SUCC IT BECAUSE TRUTH BE TOLD AS SOON AS YOUR NEW “BOYFRIEND” IS THRU CONTROLLING YOU HE WILL ON TO THE NEXT BROAD WHOM HE CAN CONTROL AND CALL SHOTS FOR STR8 UP PIMPIN…….
Hmmmmm…..The Tricks of The Trades sound so enviting until the real picture gets put on the table:P….The reason I say that is simply this, sometimes we give people too much credit and alot of times we give them too little….In alot of these cases I say we give these girls far too much credit….Deep down they really dont realize the magnitude of what their doing…They dont realize the simple things that the common person would…The fact that once their Up their Up and there isn’t any taking it back…The internet is a huge HUGE place…Just like the Earth , though a place so huge can also seem so small…In my opinion they never fully get the idea that this is a forever type of thing…They dont key in the point that I could pay a small fee and have them copy and pasted onto my computer for all eternity LoL…Its as easy as 3 dollars, a credit card, and a copy and paste LoL haha…But they never fully realize that…The cash and sometimes the excitement takes all of those key factors out of focuse….Girls will be Girls and I’ll never fully understand Neither will I trust them….. Fake attitudes are everywhere, but there far more repetitive in women…..I wanna guess who it is sO much its killing me:P it doesn’t even matter cuz they all take a piece of the pie
It’s nice to see others as passionate about this pathetic bullshit as I am. Haha.
Dis shits so funny to me I seriously don get or understand people and why dey do da shit they do like its seriously so not dat serious but every fuking body wana blow it up and make it into sumthing its totatly not but u kno wat jus like in all walks of life and different adventures ur guna run across haters and thats jus dat… People seriously needa grow da fuk up and get real…. Its a real world out there and da decisions u make and the things u do are definitly real and once its done its done so jus get over it and move on to ur next decision in life rather it be a smart one or in ur eyesite another dumb one regardless its ur life and u cant change dat becuz its done…. oh and by the way extreme ur da fukin man homie… hahaha
GOD I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! YOUR FREAKIN HILARIOUS! SHE SHOULD BE PROUD SHE EVEN GOT TO STAND INFRONT OF YOU IN LINGERIE!! SCREW HER..TELL HER TO COME COMPLAIN TO ME, ILL SHUT HER UP!!!!! LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL