Hey James

by Extreme John on October 5, 2008 1,221 views

I know your somewhere out there hiding in a closet somewhere or ridin in a new whip in a new place with the scam money you tucked away in your accounts. I also know that your eggo was always bigger than mine which means your scurrying out of the closet to see what people are saying about you on the web and read the latest, which is exactly why Im writing this blog post….. Just for you, since emails dont seem like something you plan on using and you deactivated your cell phone so I figured I would write you my “Hey James” letter.

I just got done looking at a picture of you, it’s at my pad and your fucking destroyed… Drunk as can be, and I mean that drunk place we all can get to sometimes when your face just reads “exhausted”. The picture said everything about this situation without saying an actual word, for a second In thouht god damn I feel so bad for you bro so fuckin bad I can’t even put it into words. Than on the other hand I thought, “What a stupid fuck.” Not in the “I hate your guts” type of way but in a chuckle kind of way, the way I would have said it to you had you been standing in front of me when I heard the news. Is greed that important that you need to do what you did? All of the real hard work, time guts and pain right in the shitter for something so fuckin stupid it cost you everything?

Enough of that there’s a 10,000 other people that are going to judge you, you don’t need me doing it to ya and I still consider you s friend. A friend that let the greed take him over, a friend that forgot where he came from, a friend that forgot who got them started, a friend that stayed at my place many times… Chilled with my family and my friends. Now the part that I have been going back and forth about is the part where all this shit went down and you couldn’t take two fucking seconds to shoot a quick text a quick email a quick phone call a quick anything?? Im sorry bro but I even tried to make an excuse for you on this one too, “Maybe he was just so paniced he was trying to get out of town.” , “Maybe he thought it would involve me somehow.” but the reality is that there is no excuse why you would be such an incensative rotten selfish spineless pathetic fuck. It was a bitch move, period.

Im not mad at ya James, I think deep down inside the guy I met a long ass time ago is still somwhere inside of you I just hope it’s not too late for you to find him again. I wish you the best through these hard times and I hope wherever you are your driving your dream car and living in your dream home, or on that dream island and I also hope you can get back on top of things and most importantly hopefully not have to spend the rest of your life looking over your shoulder. Don’t worry about any of us or me, you know like I did when I called you about the Hurricane and your Family? You know the people that you fucked over with their business’s on the line and shit, it’s cool. Your true friends will let it slide but never forget, if you can ever get out of the closet or wherever you might be give me a shout. Good luck.